Cravings

Ever get a craving for a feeling? A feeling that you savour and look forward to, get the total craving to feel that thunder of some sort?

I have one of those cravings right now. I have that craving for obedience to someone special. That deep intimate feeling of doing what they wish me to do. Something simple, something complex, an action, a word, doing anything that they are asking me to. Suddenly the world makes sense and there is a joy and a serenity. I am fortunate in that I can often experience it multiple times a day, for a moment in an act of service. But sometimes I just cant get enough. I wonder if that makes me greedy?

I’ve been lucky enough to get to experience that sense of glee to do for a few very special tops in my life lately more than usual. It could be I’ve needed it more than I thought and this is my minds way of responding positively to it. It’s been a while since I had a craving like this.