You’ll never know just how much I want you

The following is a special note to a very special man.

I don’t think you realize the affect you have on me, not fully. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to fully tell you in a way that can be conceived through the medium of words, but I’m willing to try.

Your day to day cares, your every routine, and the way you take the time when you get the chance to share your warmth with me, it warms my heart and inspires me. Just looking at you as you share your thoughts reminds me just how delightful you are. It makes the room more comfortable to be in because you are there.

My brain turns to jelly when you give me that look, the one you give when I’ve pleased you. When you tell me I’m good, I feel as a dog being pet. And when you are so kind as to mess with my head, or surprise me the way you do, the whole world spins.

 

And without even meaning to, damn near everything you do has the potential to turn me on sexually, because you're just so damned attractive, emotionally, physically, intellectually. You Sir are hot. I usually consciously need to try not to let just how desirable you are affect me. It’s on that scale where even bacon makes the world feel exciting.

I’ve been holding this in for months and have finally found what I think are the right words.