Has anyone else felt it in the air the last month or so? Something just doesn’t tune in right. People have been surlier, tempers higher, stress mounting, and BREAKUPS EVERYWHERE. It seems like almost everyone I know has ended up breaking up. It seems like in a few short weeks all the folks I knew that were in more trepedatious or shorter run of relationships were breaking up. From the one month-ers to the one year-ers it seemed like everyone was kaput. It made me very sad. Two of my favourite people, who were about to get married, suddenly called things off. Although not all of it is final ends. It sounds as though they are trying to make it work out.
And in my realm of things, I've found things aren't irreversibly bad either. My dear new ladylove has been helping me deal with my stresses and at the same time tapping into a dominant side indirectly. She's found my “obedience button”. A way to say to do something, like “calm down” and it happens. It’s quite lovely. I’m trying to work up the nerve to see if she might want to try doing it just for fun.
You're right about the general mood of this summer, I honestly think it has a lot to do with the weather. Everywhere place I go or know of has been a lot wetter, a lot colder this year. People I know seem to be in a funk (myself included) because of that. Heck, I've run into a couple of "I wanna get the hell outta here" moments myself but stuck with it (thank goodness). I wish your friends lots of luck in working it out. I wish you dear Kadri the love you deserve.
ReplyDeleteIt must be a little difficult to try and be patient when your other half identifies as vanilla when you are soooooo much a submissive. However, I do think your desire to please will help you through anything :) xo