I have been slow to blog lately and it might be a bit of a thing for a while that I only post once in a while. I’m quite thrilled though, in that I am writing a lot… just in a very vanilla setting. I have joined my lovely partner in her text based roleplaying storyscape. It takes up a lot of my writing energy and has been a lot of fun.
On that note I’ve come to realize that its an interesting motivation that got me involved though. It often sneaks up on me how much I want to please her that I can get myself geared up to doing something I would otherwise likely never take an interest in (I’m even eating vegetables, and not the tasty kind, on an irregular basis when she's about). It turned out to be fun and somewhat interesting, but it’s all the more giddy making knowing everything I contribute to will please her. Now for a not officially dominant person, she seems to inspire this in me a lot, and appreciates my enthusiasm all the same. It’s rather lovely.
The funny thing is, it never occurred to me but I think I’ve done that with other hobbies and activities and plans for her, and other partners before without ever really thinking about it. Submission mixed with romance and active hobbyism, its an intriguing formula. Food for thought.
Yes I know some of those words are made up. That's just how I roll.
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